Good morning,
Interested in what Healing Justice looks like? We have lifted some kinks, got rid of the bugs, handled the bad apples, education, and highlighting the fine things in life.
Researching the truth, and understanding what our vision really is; was/ to present. It takes time to get to your true potential. We want our youth to understand the risks of substance use, emphasizing the risks, safety, security. Do you want to end up here? Do you want to stay with your family? Do you want to stay in school? Do you want to have choices? Do you enjoy fresh underwear? Socks?
Youth, adults, most are becoming reliant on technology. It is an amazing tool. Look I am using it right now! Yet, we are becoming complacent to ones true feelings, mindfulness, and being real cruel behind the mask of the screen. Most would not say the things they say “bullying” online. They would not start fights but they feel so mighty behind the phone, and digitally belittling you.
Our suicide rates are high, in particular Utah. The place I reside. I am from California, Land of Gracious Living. I learned a lot of developing ways concepts, law, social skills, networking, music therapy, art therapy, nature loving, water thriving, fine dining, specialities, skills, hats, roles, projects, mercy house.
I have been a person with a big heart from a young age. I saw a man riding around without a seat on his bike and it was duck taped. I remember wishing I could help him. I would see him every morning before school. Then I stopped seeing him. I hope that was a sign he moved up. He turned that bike into beauty. The bike that fueled his way to 988. That is where my story begins as well.
DCFS took my kids away for reporting abuse. They gave them to two individuals that are complete idiots. Pardon my French, but reality. One is a severe alcoholic. That has never cared about anyone other than himself. The other a true psychopath. The two of them would not even be in the same room together prior to me leaving the second sperm donor. They teamed up after I found a disturbing recording on my childs tablet. I started to find more and more “clues”. One was when I went to collect my belongings that had been thrown outside and my kids possessions when I decided to leave to live with my parents.
“She kept waking up. You kept waking up. So, I left.”
Written on wedding card. A card that I would save. I saved cards that loved ones gave me. I would hold onto the beauty of what I had. Longed for the peace I saw others having. The pain I felt with being locked in the house. Afraid to tell my truth. My reality. My kids and I would use music, art, dance, fun, nature, to get out of the haunted house. We would put on Sunflower, Circles, KISS, Watermelon Sugar, Golden. We would immediately shift in a happy mood. We would grab a cake pop. I would pump our day up. We would be re-energized to take on the day. Even though we lived in hell.
I called 988. I called 988 after I felt was ready to throw in the towel. They were torturing me more when I left. More when I reported. More when I just wanted freedom. I was incarcerated for being honest. For being the best mom possible. Being the strong one. Why would you choose him? Them? They lied on the witness stand? against a state worker. AG coercing me to sign a document that I never actually signed because they thought they were messing with an idiot like them. I instead wrote ” Your name”. They did not catch on until two weeks later. What did they do in those two weeks?
I reported abuse, rape, trafficking. Yet, I was arrested. I did not see my child for a year. I did not see my children, I had to get therapy, do UA’s. Check in with probation. Ankle Monitor. Health problems. Mental Health treatment X 2. Family traumatized. Money drained. Unable to find job. Then what do you think we do if you strip that all away? They paint you into the picture of whats to come. Then they say, see she is this, or that.
They force into submission to crime. Sell your body. Sell drugs. Sell your soul.
I decided to struggle, and lead a non-profit. That is where the true cherry on top lives. That is another circus we can discuss as well. “Recovery Community”, hilarious, far from that in some ways. More like lets go back to middle school.
Healing is important when one has experienced trauma, pain, abuse, malicious prosecution, violation of rights. I have been discriminated against in many areas. The latest is Draper, and Salt Lake City, Utah.
Human Rights Commission, is far from that. It is more like a group of individuals pretending to care, where a fancy badge, and yet do nothing to actually help within the area of human rights. I am down to help support the criminal justice and communicated how I have helped shape, mold, more humanly rights within an area that goes far from that. I will discuss all of this on our blog, specials, big screen, shorts, serious, series. Reality is that you truly do not know me. You know a fragment of my story.
I only choose to show you what I want. I do this to protect myself, family, people, circles, from getting exposed to the ones that want me dead. They have threatened interns, workers, leaders, attorneys, they have swayed professionals that are law to violate law not for the good of the people to hurt babies, make profit of my body, and sell videos against my rights. Does that sound like they are doing good work?
Why would you reward that?
Why would you condone bad behavior?
Stay tuned, more to come. What is Hape?
JBO 